What's up??

What's up, everybody??

The last few days have been quite eventful. I was depressed, I was happy, I was confused... life has been strange. I was burdened with responsibilities. And the burden will continue till the 12th of April, perhaps even longer. I hardly find to time blog these days. Sorry blogger buddies, I really could not catch up with your blogs through this time.

Life's strange. Through the four years of college, my hostel mates have formed my world. I have lived with them and I have dreamed with them. We have been sharing the highs and lows of life together. And I have never really thought about it. But when it is poised to end, it feels so empty inside. Because I know, with time and distance, we will gradually turn from buddies to college friends to acquaintances to long lost friends. It is bound to happen and there is nothing I can do that would change that.

I have always loved to be the guy in control, I like things happenning my way. When they didn't, I always knew that I had only myself to blame. But this one time, I feel so powerless. Whatever that I might have done, it would still be the same. And with cruel luck, no two of us would be relocating to the same place. In a matter of months, we would be scattered all over the country.

Life suddenly doesnt seem that rosy anymore. Add to that, worse things have been happening all this time. A friend got engaged and had to break up for no fault of his. That too in a week! I was always half misogyne, and I can slowly feel the circle comming close.
Whatever, there's always something to look forward to, and with the technical and cultural festivals just around the corner, I hope I'll be cheering up soon!

5 comments:

яノςんム said...

ask me how much r u gonna miss ur frnz.. i know the last days of the college are worth treasuring..

feel sorry for tht frnd of urs..

hope to see u cheered up again.. :)

Mads said...

Why so serious che? :O :|
i totally agree with the part where u talk abt u dreaming and living with ur hostel mates..its so true. u go through so much together and then one fine day, u gotta walk on ur own separate ways....yes we fight, we get pissed at each other..but in the end u never want those days to disappear....

u feel so powerless- i like that line. u'v written this so well. ur right, u update ur blog so late that i forget how well u write X-(

cheer up...and stick to enjoying ur days with ur friends for now :D
and tell ur friend to stop thinking abt the break up and enjoy singledom as long as it lasts :D :P

Mahul Bhattacharya said...

Sorry for replying so late.

@ Richa:

Yep, we share the feeling of leaving college.

And by now, I'm indeed quite cheered up.
As a matter of fact, my friend has cheered up as well. :P

Mahul Bhattacharya said...

@ Mads:

Ur right, after living in the same structure barely ten-twenty feet apart for four years, one fine morning u pack up and say good bye. That's kinda very very strange.

And yes, we're enjoying being single, both my friend and the rest of us. :D

Anonymous said...

Hello. And Bye.